Tonight I am meant to make cheeseburgers. I bet I fuck it up. I do, however, make a very tasty fried cheese sandwich. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to use a sandwich press again – the flavour and texture just isn’t the same.

I currently have a thick moustache. It makes me look a bit creepy and I keep wondering if I would look like Ned Flanders if I was to wear some round glasses.

Most of the snow has melted around here. Unfortunately we dragged Marika’s car out of a hole about a week too early, as we could have just driven it out today. Never mind, I probably needed the exercise. Unfortunately I cracked my beloved wooden plank/portable table using it for traction under one of the front wheels.

There’s only a month left before we return to Tallinn. It looks like I’ll be living in Kopli with Marika and her mum. Then it’s just 2 more months until I’m out of here! Wow. I’m a little scared. I’m dreading feeling completely lost when I’ve been back home for about a week, seen everyone I’m meant to see and unsure what else to do.

Poker entry below, skip it if you’re not interested.

I finally cracked the $200 mark in my Full Tilt account. It’s hovered around it many times only to plummet down to <$70 due to donking off stacks at higher stakes for amusement or just tilting/downswinging and losing lots of progress.

I’ve made a lot of stupid plays and burnt lots of cash leading up to this but I feel that it was just part of the learning process. Although I’m only playing the micros I feel like I’m making better decisions more frequently and it’s paying off. Of course, I still do the occasional donkey moves but overall my confidence has improved a lot.

I actually had earned close to $500 in my Triobet account but withdrew that earlier in the month. I’m just focusing on Full Tilt now. I feel the games are tougher and not quite as juicy but I like the rakeback and I’d prefer to only play one site.